John Frusciante..."you've got to feel your life...etc etc "

So mainly 2 things lately..I really like the rain - I've
been to Scotland and some how brought it back with
me. I did hate it. Without getting too lame about it
just feels real and uncontrolable which sometimes is
a good thing.

Also I'm in a good mood. Really hate the idea of being in a
relationship. Single is just less complicated and I can do what
I want and alsorts of other plus sides. Which also leaves me
hating couples...I love my friends, hate them being stuck to
someone when I try to hang out with them. And whats the
thing with friends who are guys who go all weird when there
new girlfriend is around., its like they act like they just want to
pick on you like at school. Also the thing with were going to a
party and my partner can come as its more offical than a friend
...etc ..playing the same song on repeat.


People are constantly trying to get me pissed here...
Probably will give in and accept free alcohol and not do
work again..

Moving to london in a week. I'll be much better then.

Just reallised ..who the frig am I talking to ...(almost
starting to make a small black hole in my mind)
To future me. Love.